Please answer im confused my dad d me?

(up above was fake i need help tho) ok im a 14 year old boy i looked up female antomy pics not for cuz im onfused and i want to know more about the but i saw some sloppy pics like grose nasty 1's that all of the inside is like falling out but my question is would my girlfriend who is also 14 who is a virgin look like that or will it be neat and tight please im gonna stay a virgin forver if they all look like that its not right please help i dont wna to puke the first time i see my girlfriend naked